Floating

School has improved. I'm getting by. For the mostpart I'm even enjoying myself.
Cross Country is over. Time to prep for crew.
Halloween was a sucess.
Fall has been good to me.

I know all the rules, but the rules don't know me

I love this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f69QnJHUJS4&feature=related

It reminds me of summer...

The Fall

I wake up at 6:04. Cold. So tired.
Half halfheartedly get dressed.
Who cares if I didn't do my hair today.
Math.
"I got so fucked up last night."
Me:
Teacher: "Any questions?"
Me:
Spanish.
Write as slowly as possible to waste as much time as possible.
Tune her harsh out. Out. Out.
Most importantly don't let anyone in.
Art:
What could have been.
Reminisce.
Remember last year and how great it was.
Laughing everymorning.
Laughing. Laughing. Laughing.
I don't laugh anymore.
Try to make friends.
Toss that idea.
Work. Work. Work.
English:
Listen.
Admire.
Laugh.
I laugh in english.
We have the same sense of humor.
I cry when you make me think about the past.
I can't stop.
Lunch:
Run away.
Do work. Work. Work. Work.
Nothing else matters.
Except work.
I'm lying and I know it.
I miss you.
World:
Critical Thinking.
Critical Thinking.
Critical Thinking.
What the hell does that even mean?
Gym:
Let go.
Who cares. Who cares.
I do.
Leave ashamed.
Earth Space:
Don't talk,
Just work.

At 3:01 my life begins. And ends just two hours later.

Laugh.
Laugh.
Laugh.
Run.
Run.
Run.
Stronger.
Push.
Faster.
Breath.
I'm alive,
its liberating.
Go home.
Eat.
Work.
Sleep.

I prayed for you today. gave thanks for your life
wished you the best, asked the Heavens to bless you with good health and happiness
I prayed for you today. I sent you good thoughts, surrounded you with love.
I asked your gaurdian Angels to protect you and keep you safe from any harm and to blanket you with joy and contentment, peace and prosperity.
I asked that you be guided with the wisdom to make choices to enhance your life
and the awareness to make changes that are in your best interst.
I wished for you a storehouse of opportunities,
the ability to meet your goals and the joy of your own approval and acceptance.
I wished for you your hearts desire, every need met, every prayer answered, and every dream come true.
I prayed for you today.
I asked that you be prepared for whatever life hands you, or whatever you are going through.
I asked that your spirit be strong and lead you and guide you each step of the way own every path that you take.
I asked the universe to confirm for you that you are someone very special.
I asked the Earth to be good to you, and I aksed God to show you His perfect way.
I prayed for YOU today.

-Donna Fargo

Last Days

The thought of going back to school makes me feel sick...

Hello Martha!